How much better must I be before I can be the best that I can be?


Sometimes I wish I was less sensitive, petty, stubborn, condescending and selfish.
Maybe that would make me a whole lot better person,
but is it only human nature?

But at times, I really just don't care how people look at me,
I just want to be me.
And I'm happy being the way I am.

And just as I always live by the motto that nobody is indispensable to me,
neither do expect to be indispensable to anyone.
That is the way the world works,
isn't it?

But why does it always feel like my good isn't good enough.
I need a bigger heart to love.
Rather I need to be less prideful.